I begin to have feeling of scaries to face this life without you. Since when? I dunno. Till when? I also dunno.
I know that you are not a perfect man, but you mean everything to me. I begin to have so many scaries on my minds. Created echoes brutally 'how is life if you are not beside me, if you are not support me, if you do not love me more.'
Life becomes so complicated when the echoes speaks louder and louder. I cannot control it. I cannot imagine about my future whether nicer or scarier. I'm falling in love and broken heart in the same time. I know I've ever been felt this like before, but this feeling is much more bigger, so gorgeous, and blind also. And I never regret it. Haha. This feeling is His Gift, and I am blessed. Totally blessed.
Thank you my Allah for all You have given to me. Nothing I'm looking for in this world but Your Loves, Your blessings. I cannot count Your Blessing toward me. Never. Please keep my heart open to get Your blessings. I am ready to get Your bigger loves.
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