Wednesday, September 19, 2018

What Does the Late Means

What does the late means? Since some days ago i have a big doubt about my periods, today i try to embolden myself to make conclusion "okay maybe i am pregnant now".

Tidak pernah dalam sepanjang masa periode saya terlambat datang bulan. Yang ada periode datang selalu lebih cepat 3-5 hari dalam setiap bulannya. Pernah pada suatu masa periode saya begitu teratur. Pernah dalam 3 bulan berturut-turut saya mengalami periode persis di tanggal yang sama. Tanggal 7 kala itu.

Karena keterlambatan datang periode di bulan ini sebuah aplikasi kalender periode sering menotifikasi saya. Ia mengingatkan keterlambatan periode saya. It notified me to fill the periods. Just notified me maybe i forgot to fill the newest data. Since it reported me i was late in a day, i tried to denied myself. Maybe i was wrong to fill the data. So that i changed it. From 21 periods circle become 23 days, then 25, then 27, then 29 eventhough i considered myself i never get periods in 29 days before. My period aslways came sooner. And after i changed it 29 days circle the period still late. That was a sign for me. I have to concern to this. I cant denied myself anymore.

Sejak beberapa hari yang lalu saya terlambat datang bulan sebenarnya gak mau terlalu prematur berharap bahwa saya memang hamil. Keterlambatan itu saya tunggu sampai hampir masa suci saya bulan lalu. Now, the date is coming. So i am brave enough to think and think again there's possibility that i am pregnant. Setelah mengalami symptoms persis kayak orang hamil; bawaannya lapar mulu; yes, i got the symptoms. Some nights ago, in the middle night i felt so hungry, so i ate. It occured in 3 nights. Me? I am not a person who loves eat, yet do supper in the midnight almost never i do. So that i felt there's something wrong about me. But as i told you, i didn't want to make a decision premature. So i face it normally.

In these 3 days other pregnant's symptoms maybe is working to me. It has been 3 days i felt so not comfort to my body when i wake up in the morning; i have not get a morning sickness yet, but the felt was so not nice. I woke up in a tired body, i begin to react with a sharp smell, i begin to sensitive with the smelling, i fell my body made some reactions to something that i never felt before.

Those symptoms are absolutely premature to conclude. I have not go to the doctor yet to ensure myself that i am pregnant. Maybe in two days i will see the doctor to confirm i am pregnant or not. Wish me have a good sign and best result check-up later. See you.

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