Just be Brave

I've never considered that i am so obsessive like this. I know that i always try to get everythings I want in a good way, but today i really know who i am. Honestly many people in surrounding me told me that i am lucky enough born in a good financial family so that i can buy anything i want while many people cannot do that easyly. Since i was born and alive in my family i never have a bad memory in having no foods in the table, having no books to read, having no clothes to wear, having no home to live, having no school to study, having no vehicle to go away. Thank God I have those in my life even I lived thousands miles away from my parents.

A friend of mine in Jogja some years ago ever asked me "have you ever feel no foods to eat?". I am shocked getting a question like that. No one asked me that question before. He's the first one. And i answered it so fast. Yes, i never, Alhamdullilah. God so good to me and my family. I didn't know why he asked me like that. I didn't know what he thought about me at that time. All that i know i am blessed.

Since i getting married i know my life is totally different. My husband is not my father. They are not the same people. They have their own financial problems. It is not wise to ask some money to my husband is like i asked some money to my father. There's a difference number i get. Lol. But it is okay, it's my life now. I try to shop my money given dad years ago to buy something i want now 😁. Yes, that is the importance of saving money. As long as i have my own money, i have no worry to buy my personal goods without asking my husband. He must learn a lot to know my habit in shopping. Sure, he needs to work so hard to fulfill my needs and wants. Lol.

In decreasing money in my account i begin to worry, i have to limit my desire to shop. Oh please don't think i bought goods for myself, no a big no no, some goods are our needs of husband and wife. As a new pair of husband and wife we need so many things to fullfill our home. But in decreasing my money, i still brave enough to buy the goods. That's why i think i have a brave ambition. Something that i never considered before.