Harapan Mencintai Sastra

Beberapa hari yang lalu saya pernah bermimpi ketemu anak saya. Rasanya menyenangkan sekali ketemu anak sendiri meskipun hanya dalam mimpi. Dalam mimpi itu tahu-tahu anak saya sudah belajar berjalan. Umurnya kira-kira satu tahunan lah. Gak jelas sih apakah anak saya cewek apa cowok dalam mimpi itu. Tidak ada yang kelihatan dari wujudnya. Hanya sepasang kaki gembul yang belajar jalan satu-satu. Lucu sekali. Gegara mimpi itu saya jadi gak sabar ketemu anak saya. Nanti kalau dia sudah lahir ke dunia, saya bertekad saya yang akan mengajarinya membaca Al-Qur'an. Surah Al-Fatihah harus ia dapatkan pertama kali dari saya. Sebab itulah ummul Qur'an. Surah yang terus-terusan dibaca sepanjang hari di waktu sholat. Itulah sebab saya ingin mendapatkan berkah mengajarkannya. Saya juga gak sabar ngajarin ia membaca buku-buku warisan saya. Sekarang ini saya sudah menyiapkan bekal bacaan kelak untuk anak saya. Bahkan saya sudah siapkan sebelum ia lahir. Nantinya anak saya harus peka dengan aksara. Mencintai sastra melebihi kecintaan saya. Semoga ya nak. Bismillah.

Unpleasant of Pregnancy

Being a pregnant women is never be easy. Moreover in the first of 3 semester of pregnancy. Almost jump into 3 months of pregnancy, the feeling is still awesome. Almost every morning get morning sick, and sometimes in the midnight the queasy still hold me so strong. Moreover the feeling of tasteless. Those feeling jump me into the superb wow.

In the beginning of pregnancy, i think the complicated of pregnancy was over in the first 3 months. But i am wrong, then. I heard some people still feel queasy in the variant months of pregnancy. One of my family remain getting queasy in her 23 week of pregnancy. It means that it almost in 6 month of pregnancy. Some day ago i watched a film which is there is a pregnant women still getting her queasy in her 7 month of pregnancy. By those i am never growing up my mind that the hardness of pregnancy only occurs in the beginning of 3 month pregnancy. So that i become realistic now. I try to enjoy my pregnancy step by step of it, eventhough it is so hard.

There are so many unpleasant i face in my pregnancy. Besides all of above, i also begin to get bored in consuming the medicines. I've two kinds of medicines that doctor gived to me, but i only consume one only. I dont like consume medicine. If it were is not acid, maybe i never consume that. Just because i consider my baby need acid so that i consume that. Eventhough it is so uncomfortable for me. But the question is till when i have to consume those kinds of medicine?? Since i am getting my pregnancy, i am bothered with the sharp smell. And by consuming medicine i feel that i hate of the smell of my pee. It's so wow. I hate the colour of my pees also because of consuming medicine. It becomes so dark yellow however i drank so much water. And it's so bothering me. And it affects to my queasy. It grows so well then. And i will get more discomfort. Please God, give me strength to face these.